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[ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ] using it like a path to walk out to where black rocks marked the space between the beach and the river. Something was there. At first Val thought it was a lump of drying seaweed, a stray plastic bag, but as she got closer she realized it was a woman with green hair, lying facedown on the rocks, half in and half out of the water. Rushing over, Val saw the flies buzzing around the woman's torso and her tail drifting with the current, scales catching the streetlights to shine like silver. Page 58 ABC Amber Palm Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abcpalm.html It was the corpse of a mermaid. Chapter 7 To these I turn, in these I trust Brother Lead and Sister Steel. Siegfried Sassoon, The Old Huntsman and Other Poems The first time Val saw anything dead was at the mall by her dad's house when she was twelve. She'd tossed a penny into the fountain by the food court and wished for a pair of running shoes. A few minutes later, she reconsidered and rushed back to try and find her coin and do the wish over. But what she saw, floating on the still water, was the limp body of a sparrow. She'd reached in and lifted it up and water had poured out of its tiny beak like from a cup. It smelled awful, like meat left in the refrigerator to defrost and forgotten. She had stared at it a moment before she realized it was dead. As Val ran through the streets and over theManhattanBridge , breath gusting into the air, she thought of the little drowned bird. Now she'd seen two dead things. The magical doorway under the bridge opened the same way that it had last time, but as she stepped onto the dark landing, she saw she wasn't alone. Someone was heading down the steps, and it was only when the candle he cradled made the silver loops through his lip and nose glitter and the white of his eyes shine that she realized it was Luis. He looked as startled as she was and in that uncertain light, exhausted. "Luis?" Val asked. "I hoped that you were long gone." Luis's voice was soft and remorseless. "Ihoped that you ran back to Mommy and Daddy in the suburbs. That's all you bridge-and-tunnel girls know running away when things get tough. Run to the big bad city and then run home." "Fuck you," Val said. "You know nothing about me." "Well, you don't know shit about me, either. You think I've been a dick to you, but I've done you nothing but favors." "What is your problem with me? You hated me the minute I showed up!" "Any friend ofLolli's is going to stir shit up, and that's just what you did. And here I am, getting interrogated by an angry troll because of you two bitches. What do you think my problem is?" Anger made Val's face hot, even in the cold stairwell. "I think this: The only thing special about you is that you have the Sight. You talk shit about faeries, but you love that you're the one who can see them. That's why you're Page 59 ABC Amber Palm Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abcpalm.html disgustingly jealous of anyone else that so much as talks to one." Luis gaped at her as if he'd been slapped. Words fell from Val's mouth before she even realized what she was about to say. "And I think something else, too. Rats might be able to chew their way through copper or whatever, but the only reason they survive is because there are bazillions of them. That's what's so special about rats they fuck all the time and have a million rat babies." "Stop," Luis said, holding up his hand as if to ward off her words. His voice dropped low, the anger seeming to go out of him like a popped balloon. "Fine. Yeah. ToRavus and the rest of the faerie folk, that's all humans are pathetic things that breed like crazy and die so fast you can't tell the difference between one and another. Look, I have spent the past I don't know how long answering questions after drinking some kind of noxious crap that made me tell the truth. All because of you andLolli breaking in here. I'm tired and I'm pissed." He rubbed his face with his hand. "You're not the first straggler thatLolli brought home, you know. You don't understand what you're playing around with." Val was unnerved by the sudden change in Luis's tone. "What do you mean?" "There was another girl a couple of months ago another strayLolli decided to bring underground. It was whenLolli first got the idea that they could inject the potions.Lolli and the girl, Nancy, wanted to cop some dope, but didn't have any money. ThenLolli started talking about what else they could shoot and they did some of the stuff from one of Dave's deliveries. All of a sudden, they start talking like they can see things that aren't there and, even worse, Dave starts seeing the shit, too.Nancy got hit by a train and she was grinning right up until it hit her." Val looked away from the flickering candle, into the darkness. "That sounds like an accident." "Of course it was a fucking accident. ButLolli loved the stuff, even after that. She got Dave to do it." "Did she know what it was?" Val asked. "Did she know about the faeries? AboutRavus ?" "She knew. I told Dave aboutRavus because Dave's my brother, even though he's an idiot. He toldLolli because she's a tease and he would do anything to impress her. AndLolli toldNancy , becauseLolli can't keep her fucking mouth shut." Val could hearLolli's brittle laugh in her mind. "What's the big deal if she tells people?" Luis sighed. "Look at this." He pointed at the pale pupil of his left eye. "Disgusting, right? One day when I was eight, my mother takes me to the Fulton Fish Market with her. She's buying some soft-shell crabs bargaining with the fish guy, really getting into it because she loved to haggle and I see this guy carrying an armful of gory sealskins. He sees me looking and grins real big. His teeth are like a shark's: tiny, sharp, and set too far apart." Val clutched the banister, paint flaking under her fingernails. "'You can see me?' he asks, and because I'm a dumb kid, I nod. My mother is right next to me, but she doesn't notice anything. 'Do you see me with both Page 60 ABC Amber Palm Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abcpalm.html eyes?' he wants to know. I'm nervous now and that's the only thing that keeps me from telling him the truth. I point to my right eye. He drops the skins and they make a horrible, wet sound, falling all together like that." Wax dripped down the side of the candle and onto Luis's thumb, but he didn't flinch or change the way he held it. More wax followed, forming a steady drip onto the stairs. "The guy grabs me by the arm and pushes his thumb into my eye. His face doesn't change at all while he's doing it. It hurts so bad and I'm screaming and that's when my mother finally turns around, finally sees me. And do you know what she and the soft-shell crab guy decide? That I scratched my own fucking eye somehow. That I ran into something. That I blinded myself." The hair was standing up along Val's arms and she had that chill running down her spine, the one that told her just how freaked out she really was. She thought about the sealskins in his story, about the mermaid body she'd seen by the river, and came to no conclusions, except that there was no escape from horrible things. "Why are you telling me this?" "Because it sucks to be me," Luis said. "One wrong step and they decide I don't need my other eye. That's what the big deal is. "Dave andLolli don't get it." His voice dropped to a whisper and he leaned close to her. "They're playing around with that drug, stealing fromRavus when I'm supposed to be repaying a debt. Then they bring you in." He stopped, but she saw the panic in his eyes. "You're stirring shit up.Lolli is getting worse instead of better." The troll appeared at the top of the ledge and looked down at Val. His voice was low and deep as a drum. "I cannot think what it was you came back for. Is there something you require?" "The last delivery," she said. "It was a& mermaid? She's dead." He went quiet, stared. Val swallowed. "She looks like she's been dead awhile." Ravusstarted down the stairs, frockcoat billowing. "Show me." His features [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ] |